Novacative

I am writing to you all simultaneously. Not everything I have to say is specifically about you, but you are important to me and I wanted to include you. It may help to think of what I have to say in…

You’ve come to this site because you are looking for something and you just might be clever enough to find it. This is real. But it is also a game.

So one of my creative projects is my ongoing quest to find a girlfriend. I will go into more detail in a future post. This week is just the preamble, the tease. The real posts start next week. Anyhow, one…

I get this guilt from not having the Next Big Thing queued up. The Project is what I use to validate my existence. But I’m waiting for someone, guys. None of this makes a lot of sense without her. I…

This started out as a post about PAX East 2010, but then I realized I had no interest or energy to recount that adventure. In summary: Geek cons are fun, exhausting and one day too long.

When I go to a convention, especially one in the realm of geekiness, I usually find myself fending off an encroaching wave of depression and estrangement. I think it is most prevalent at conventions because I feel like, of all social groups, I should find resonance with this one. But I don’t. It doesn’t happen with any group, anywhere, ever. I have no people.

Sometimes I wish I could just date. Sometimes I wish I could just be the person she needed, whoever “she” happened to be at the time. Sometimes I want to ignore the extra layer of information I see superimposed over…

I’m driving the BMW to Trader Joe’s. Beth is next to me. I notice that the experience of the car is transformed by who is handling it, much that of a gun or violin. Here the vehicle is purely utilitarian,…

And then I waited for what I wanted to know And when I did not receive what I felt was my due I simply just did that which I could I created it. Now I know what this means. Thank…

I’m putting this profile out there as a kind of beacon for the person who is looking for me. A single white stone forming a path leading to me. I will continue as though you are that one person. Hello,…